Dwi Octavanny a.k.a Penguin Kembung

Heyho blogger :D

I have bestie named Dwi Octavanny . I know her since Junior High School, SMPN 1 Denpasar. I know her because she is Gekta's friend. In Junior High School or JHS she's in 9C, and me 9D. Maybe we almost don't know each other. We have different friend, different life, different world.

And after we school in same Senior High School, SMAN 1 Denpasar, we stay in same class named X1. We became best friend. Although we have many best friends in X1 (best class ever).

Now, I have cuties name for her "penguin kembung" because she's thin but her stomach so 'buncit' in Indonesia :D so funny, just like penguin ;)

First, she got angry with that name, but it's so cute you know! And 'seiring berjalannya waktu' maybe she will realize bahwa sesungguhnya nama itu sangat amat teramat unyu!

But whatever with what another people said about her, or with her name, I love her so much. So sad, because we aren't in same class again :'( I'll miss you penguin kembung. Don't forget me okay. Hope we can spend our time together :D Miss youhhh smooth :*

Dwi Octavanny ;D

Me, with my penguin kembung

she's cute like private penguin of madagaskar, see the STOMACH!! :D

Me with Dwi Octavanny, my penguin kembung yuhuu~

Welcome July :)

JULY!! Ok I know it's too late to post this. But whatever, this is JULY!! Hahaha. A lot of happiness will happen in this month, I hope :p

July wish :

#1 My classmate will awesome in my new class

#2 My project in school will finish with a good result

#3 Get a lot of money $)

#4 X1 never die

#5 My family and me have quality time

#6 Spend my time with my best friends

#7 Have 11th month with my captain

Yeah just seven, because July is the 7th month in 1 year :D

July, be nice please ;)

My Song #2

Another my favorite song. This song is so ME! Check this out ;)

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met
And the sparks flew instantly
And people would say they're the lucky ones

I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on

Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fallout,
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up that I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dyin' to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
Yeah
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

Next chapter

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
Of how I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me,
Oh I'm scared to see the ending why are we pretending this is nothing
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud.

(Chorus)
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
Yeah
And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side

The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you say you'd rather love than fight

So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
Yeah
And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
Now, Now, Now

And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me?
Yeah
And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, cause we're going down.
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
The End

#justignoreit

This life isn't beautiful with always happy ending like the comics. There's many trouble and anything else. Fuck off! This my world! Go away "galau", go away bitches, go away "sad", go away bad feelings, go away bad day, just go away from me!

This week, or maybe month, I have some BAD day with some bad feelings.

I know maybe I'm the worst. I don't reach many targets. YOUR targets! Not mine.

Maybe I must live in your rules? In your world? In your everything? Became like YOU?

NO! This is ME! Not YOU!!!!

Just watch me. Don't try to judge me, don't take over my world!

Maybe you're right. I'm unimportant :)

But please, give me freedom. I just wanna live in my world with my own rules :)

My Song #1

hello blogger, one of my favorite song, I think this song sooo cool! I love this song because the lyric are so meaningful :) check this out!

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help you to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step i take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing