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Officially, You Hurt my Heart

You know sometimes a person you love most can make you feel very sad, mad, or maybe hurt.
And in my case, he already done a BIG mistake. Maybe it's just my opinion, but I feel like that.
I had some songs that 'express' my feeling

"I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us. How we met and the sparks flew instantly. People would say they're the lucky ones"
"Oh, a simple complication. Miscommunications lead to fallout. So many things that I wish you knew. So many walls up, I can't break through"
"Oh I'm scared to see the ending. Why are we pretending this is nothing?. I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how"
"This is looking like a contest. Of who can act like they care less. But I liked it better when you were on my side"
"So many things that you wish I knew. But the story of us might be ending soon"
The Story Of Us - Taylor Swift

And yeah, believe it or not, aku pernah ngerasain ini juga

"Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room. And we're not speaking. And I'm dying to know, is it killing you. Like it's killing me"

"I don't know what to say since a twist of fate. When it all broke down. And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now"
The Story Of Us - Taylor Swift

"Don't, don't let me go. Don't make me hold on when you're not"
Don't Let Me Go - The Click Five

"Tak pernah ada jalan keluar. Saat kita berbeda pendapat"
"Dia tlah berubah tak seperti dulu menemaniku"
"Tak pernah ada jalan keluar. Saat kita akan mencoba. Untuk lebih saling mengerti"
Dia - Rocket Rockers

"For the last time you waste my tears now, no more torment. But don't just say u've gone away You tell a fuckin' tale ...." Torment - Killing Me Inside

"Songs of desperation. I played them for you"
Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap

"I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love"
"I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love"
Takin' Back My Love - Enrique Iglesias


"Our love was lost"
Love Lost - The Temper Trap

over all, it's FUN!

hell-o, how's life? thanks for coming anyway ;) it's HOLIDAY you know!
So, me and my family went to shopping at Discovery Shopping Mall, or Centro. It's fun because my father paid all of course :D so I looked at all shop but I got nothing interesting :(
Remember my old post? Yes, I went to Billabong outlet, and saw that pants, aaaand there's no size for me!! Arrrghttt!!! In my desperate I went to Body and Soul outlet, and got a cute dress ;) thanks God. I almost got nothing in this opportunity -__-

what I wear when I go with my family :

vintage dress (sister stuff, Magic Happen) ; necklace and ring (sister stuff) ; bracelet (my stuff eem forget where I bought it) ; watch

outfit :

new cute dress from body&soul ; necklace (private stuff, mama's gift) ; ring (private stuff, mama's gift)

After that day, me and my sister spent our time with walking around the city :D and we went to RipCurl at Sunset Road, and I got some bag and new shoes for school ;) but of course with my money ;((((( . After that, we went to Galeri 21 to watched Mission Impossible 4. And also we went to Badger and I got cute clothes and yeah I spet my money again! This month I spent a lot of moneyyyy shityyyy!!!

new bag from RipCurl

But after all, I got my fun in this holiday, yeah, a bit. Because this day, when I post this, I just stay at home with this laptop and WiFi, while my friends go to PIR (KISS-1 event) or they go holiday to another country. AAAAAARRRRRGGGGHHTTTT! *desperate*



xoxo

I Want IT!

I want new outfit for my new year and Christmas holiday, and I had check in internet, and I found this stuff on Billabong's website, for God's shake! I want this item, sooo bad!!!!

BILLABONG LIVID 2 SHORT - BOWIE WASH

BILLABONG SUNDAY BEST SHORT - CABARITA BLUE

BILLABONG SAFRON SINGLET - AGRUM

BILLABONG's new arrival, "YES SIR"

But they sooooo expensive, I can't buy all of this fucking cool item! Freakingdamn!!
I hope I can by one of them, wish me luck, and wait for my post soon. See yaa, happy holiday guys ;) Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!
Hey, anyway I post this in Christmas Eve :D

WaterBoom ft. P5!

Hello blog ;) how's life? Wonderful? I hope so :)
On 23rd December 2011 me and my classmates, P5 went to the WaterBoom!
Yes I know its wonderful holiday with classmates!
At 09.00 in the morning, me and my friends promised meet in McDonalds Sanur. And as always, we're late :p and after 10 o'clock we went to WaterBoom. In the street, we get bored because of traffic jam, fuck off! Annnnnddddd in 11 o'clock, in this place, WaterBoom! Me and my friends bought tickets, in price : 180.000/person. Ok, it sounds expensive -__-
After that, here we go! We started with Lazy River because of bad weather, and than, Me and my friend, Vina started playing another when the weather getting better. We played Boomerang, Superbowl, Macaroni tube, Raft River, Boogie, Jungle Ride, and....forget :|
Unlucky, I can't play Climax, because of my weight :( and me, of course with Vina, too afraid to play SmashDown, crap! After we got tired, we bought a french fries (33.000) and mineral water, after that we went to our gazebo. We went to the swimming pool and got a relax, but we moved to Lazy River again. And than, me and Vina started to play again. In 17.00 we finished, and went to KFC Centro and had a lunch maybe? or dinner? hahaha. After that we walked around and go home. We having so much fun! But we didn't take any pictures :(
Thanks XI IPA 5, we're rock!!!! Hope we can have fun together again, I love you guys ;)




with love,

When People Judge You

Pernah gak ngerasa kalo semua gak suka sama kamu?

Pernah gak ngerasa padahal kita biasa-biasa aja tapi dicap sombong?

Rasanya gak enak banget.....

Dimana mestinya sekelompok teman atau sekutu kita menganggap bahwa apa yang kita lakukan itu sombong, salah, dan gak baik? Tapi mereka gak bilang?

Mestinya sekutu ini yang sama-sama ngedukung kita yang udah up. Bukan malah ng-down-in kita lagi.

Lalu yang 'kita' ini harus gimana? Selalu bersikap senang? Show our fake smile? Yes we know, we should be. Tapi kita gabisa terlalu fake. Butuh support. Bukan malah menjatuhkan.

Mungkin 'kita' ini gak bermaksud seperti itu, tapi sekutu ini malah dengan gampangnya ngjudge seperti itu. Lalu kita harus gimana? Gak mungkin untuk balik ke aktivitas yang dulu. Karena keadaannya beda.

Neh jadi 'kita', lebih baik gak ntar kalian bersikap?

Memang kita gak berhak buat nyuruh orang suka ato gak suka sama kita. Ngjudge yang baik ato buruk, itu pilihan mereka. Tapi kenapa seakan semua gak suka? Seakan kita terbang dan gak akan kembali?

Look at our before. Mereka selalu kok dapet dukungan dari sekutu mereka meskipun mungkin sikap mereka lebih high. Kita disini juga untuk sekutu kita.

Gabisa kalo lama-lama harus terus mikirin pendapat semua orang, karena pendapat orang satu dan lainnya gak selalu sama. Kalo kita mikirin semua pendapat yang kita denger, pasti kita bingung dan akhirnya stuck di tempat.

Ok, the result is...........

"Just be your self, a good friend is a person who will accept us as it is"

nb : this post is just for fun. thanks

hello NOVEMBER, I'm 16 y.o.!

hello blogger, how's life? happy? sad?

keep calm, because this is NOVEMBER! Yeah, my month :D

I'm 16 yo now. On November 9th 2011, I have my magic day, its called Birthday ;)

In this day, I felt so great, so lucky, and of course happy

Gak nyangka banget bakal jadi hari yang berkesan. This story began at.......

I wake up at..... *forget* maybe 05.30 and check my hand phone. Whoaaaa *surprised* there's many bbm and sms for greeting my birthday. And also I check my twitter, and find ..... *forget* mentions about my birthday. Its really happy, when you realize that many people care about you, specially your birthday. Thanks guys, I'm nothing without you all.

Temen-temen XI IPA 5, my class, buatin aku gambar gitu, tulisannya "happy birthday dian noviyani from XI IPA 5" yang lalu mereka jadiin DP. Mungkin kedengerannya simple, tp itu berarti banget, mereka masih care sama aku. Aku aja gak nyangka mreka bakal gitu, mengingat jarangnya aku di kelas dan bergaul bersama mereka. Thanks guys, you're the best class!

Oke lanjut..........

Pagi-pagi sekolah berjalan biasa, dengan rutinitas yang biasa dan pelajaran yang biasa. Like always, dispen. Waktu kayaknya pulang sekolah (maklum agak dis-orientasi waktu pulang yang sebenarnya) Indah Karunia a.k.a Icak, ngajak ke kelas dengan alibi mau minjem flashdisknya Inten. Yasudah aku temenin, yehhhh gak taunya, pas masuk kelas, anak-anak P5 lg bawa kue sambil nyanyi :') dan mreka ngasi aku kado (liat fotonya nanti). Sayangnya aku gak dpt mengabadikan dlm bentuk foto prosesinya. Pokoknya surprised deh!!!!

Belum makan kue dari P5, eh nongol PASMA squad ft. my Gandhi and his friends bawain kue+kado+nyanyi happy birthday. Ok, 2 cakes. Dan akhirnya aku gak kebagian kue dari P5, ironisssss.........

Pokoknya gabisa digambarkan pake kata-kata deh gimana seneng, surprised, euforianya waktu nerima kejutan dan banyak hadiah :D

Setelah itu, aku balik ke tiiittt *sensor* dan disana ada kejutan lagi, aku dpt kue lagi dari 16. Wooowwww 3 cakes in one day at school!!!!! How lucky I am.....

Balik ke rumah, dan disana menunggu 1 cake lagi buat dimakan hmmmm :"))))

This is a little piece of happiness on this day, check it out!

Cake from my family

Look my face, pale, damnfreak -_-

with mom :*

with my beloved mom and dad

with my beloved sister, Fienna

from Diah F.S, another my beloved sister

from my beloved Fienna. Thanksss a lot! This is my dream!

from my mom :*

dad!!! I love you!

my beloved Gandhi Bayudewa :*

from X1 kung!!!

XI IPA 5 \m/

PASMA squad {} :*

It's not just about the cakes, present, or surprised, it's about attention from people around you. It's really happy, satisfied, and......... *gak bisa diungkapkan dengan kata2* when people around you remember and care about you...

Thanks guys, you're really means to meeee.........

with all my love,

When I Feel So Alone

When I feel so alone, its hurting, feel unimportant, invisible, gone and no one know or care, disappear..

Well, maybe thats just my feeling, but I don't know......

Waktu ini udah gak ikut pergi sama sebut saja kelompok A, jadi ngrasa jauuuuh banget. Ngrasa gak punya temen, dan setelah itu efeknya badmooddddd mulu bawaannya -_-

Belum lagi ada temen, sebut saja B yang katanya janjian buat gak bareng eh nyatanya dia bareng :') sesuatu banget.......

Setelah itu belum lagi kerjaan selesai, yah kelompok A ini udah pergi lagi dan tentunya, without mehhhh. Dan lagi2 ada juga seperti orang B ini, sebut saja C. Si B sih sepertinya sudah mementingkan kerjaannya ini, yaaah si C malah enak2 ikut. Tinggal aja terus akunyaaa ;') gpp kokkkkk juga ini kerjaanku kaaaan. Ok sorry emosi.

Back! Yah pokoknya ditinggalin itu gak enak deh. Apalagi kalo kita nolongin orang tapi sekalinya kita butuh banget dia gbsa nolongin. Well memang sih kalo nolongin orang gak boleh pamrih, tapi................ ini keterlaluan.

Kalo akunya apatis ya gak bener juga -__-

What must I do?

Duuhhh noknoknokkkk kok inguh sendiri yaaaaa

Tapi gak blh gitu!!! Gak boleh BALAS DENDAM. Karena jika balas dendam artinya kita sama dong ngeselinnya sama mereka? Udahlaaah just do my best.

"Sabar, don't be NEGATIVE thinking, SEMANGAT!! Don't let your self down and lose control"

When You Can't Change Anything

Ketika kamu nggak bisa ngerubah sesuatu, ketika kamu menerima hasil yang tidak kamu harapkan tapi tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa. Ketika semua keadaan berubah, tidak sesuai seperti seharusnya, apa yang akan kamu lakukan?

Ketika sesuatu itu akan menentukanmu, tapi kamu tidak bisa mengubah sesuatu tersebut, ketika kamu tidak yakin...

Banyak banget di dunia ini terjadi 'sesuatu' dan sesuatu itu tidak seperti harapanmu tetapi kamu tidak bisa mengubahnya, apakah kamu akan kecewa? mundur? menyerah?

Atau kamu akan berusaha menjadikan sesuatu itu menjadi 'seharusnya' ?

Bagaimana caranya? Bagaimana rasanya? Bagaimana jadinya?

"Jika kamu tidak mengharapkan apapun, kau tidak akan pernah kecewa"

this is October!

this is OCTOBER!!!!!

Banyak momen yang terlewat di September, and you know what? Aku cuma punya 2 postingan buat juli :| weird. Ok skip.

Oktober, bulan ke 10 tahun dalam Kalender Gregorian. Kata ini diambil dari bahasa Belanda yang berasal dari bahasa Latin, yaitu "octo" yang berarti "delapan" karena dulu tahun bermula pada bulan Maret.

Tentunya kita pasti punya yang namanya "octoberwish"

So do I :D my october wish :

1. Tetep langgeng sama yang namanya Gandhi Bayudewa! Gak galau2 lagi, gak ngambek-ngambek lagi, gak yang jelek2 pokoknya

2. Bisa akrab sama XI IPA 5, gak ngelupain X 1, 9D, etc.

3. Hang out with besties

4. Have so much me-time

5. Serius belajar, dikasi ulangan sama semua guru, gak disensiin, sering masuk kelas, nilai2 akademis sangat memuaskan

6. Nyelesaiin baca novel yang dikasi Gandhiku, pinjem semua novel baru yang ada di perpustakaan sekolah

7. Menyelesaikan semua tugas2 yang dikasi dengan hasil yang memuaskan

8. Pergi sama Pasma 16, SEC 18

9. Lebih baik dari sebelumnya, lot of luck, Tuhan ngasi yang baik2 dan yang terbaik buat aku

10. NOVEMBER cepet dateng!!!!!!

FYI, my penguin kembung, Okta birthday in this month! Hope can give her special surprise :D Ok, wish me luck guyssss. October, give your magic and luck to mehhh~

xoxo,

I don't Really Know

I don't really know 'what must I fear' in my relationship. He loves me, and so do I. But sometimes we get mad for no reason, miss understanding each other, and miss communication. Too much emotion 'yang terlibat didalamnya' in my relationship. And I hope no more 'galau'

HE LOVES ME, AND SO DO I!

Dwi Octavanny a.k.a Penguin Kembung

Heyho blogger :D

I have bestie named Dwi Octavanny . I know her since Junior High School, SMPN 1 Denpasar. I know her because she is Gekta's friend. In Junior High School or JHS she's in 9C, and me 9D. Maybe we almost don't know each other. We have different friend, different life, different world.

And after we school in same Senior High School, SMAN 1 Denpasar, we stay in same class named X1. We became best friend. Although we have many best friends in X1 (best class ever).

Now, I have cuties name for her "penguin kembung" because she's thin but her stomach so 'buncit' in Indonesia :D so funny, just like penguin ;)

First, she got angry with that name, but it's so cute you know! And 'seiring berjalannya waktu' maybe she will realize bahwa sesungguhnya nama itu sangat amat teramat unyu!

But whatever with what another people said about her, or with her name, I love her so much. So sad, because we aren't in same class again :'( I'll miss you penguin kembung. Don't forget me okay. Hope we can spend our time together :D Miss youhhh smooth :*

Dwi Octavanny ;D

Me, with my penguin kembung

she's cute like private penguin of madagaskar, see the STOMACH!! :D

Me with Dwi Octavanny, my penguin kembung yuhuu~